what the hell am i doin' here?

There's this song that is very special to me, in fact, it is my favourite song. Weird, because, considering my taste in music, no one would have guessed i actually listened to anything played by this band.

It is a song which one of my closest fren in Sec that introduced me to. But unfortunately, i screwed up the friendship. Sorry Jo-ann, I've finally said it after all these yrs. But i no longer know wher you are or what you are doing. You were a great fren, and the time we gang had was great.

To all you reading this, i shall not put the title nor the group whom sang this. If you're hardcore, you'll know...

When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eyes
You're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fuckin'special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She's running out the door ...
She's running out
she's run, run, run, run...
run...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't belong here...